• In Me

    From Ilya Shambat@1:229/2 to All on Friday, January 15, 2021 22:50:21
    From: ibshambat@gmail.com

    It says I must not covet
    Another person's wife,
    But I expressly covet
    Another person's life.

    Her warmth and luminescence,
    Her beauty and her grace,
    Her lively effervescence
    That shimmers through her face

    Its heavenly resplendor
    And like a sunset sky
    Refracts in pearl and amber
    The how, the where, the why.

    I covet all about her -
    Yes, even her loss and pain,
    Even her rage and heartbreak,
    And in me shall remain

    Her spirit, bright and restless,
    And her delightful mind
    Making me hear through deafness
    And see by going blind.

    She'll give me her white splendor
    And her unending joy,
    Burn me until mere embers
    And all the lies destroy,

    Sending her love and sweetness
    And tenderness and peace
    Her passion and completeness
    And her delightful bliss.

    I want her whole being
    To live within my chest
    To me the truth revealing
    And never, ever rest -

    I want to have within me
    All that she is and was,
    To torture and to spin me,
    And on the rocks to toss

    All that is not impassioned
    All that is not of light
    And in its repercussions
    Set everything to right -

    I want all that she knows
    To live within my soul,
    Like, in a vase, a rose
    Whose leaves will never fall

    But each day will inspire
    Gratitude and delight
    And make the mind soar higher
    To meet the timeless light -

    To meet, in its quintessence,
    The universe in all
    And in her luminescence
    To stumble and to fall.

    It says I must not covet
    Another person's wife
    But God himself will know it
    I want another's life

    To be with me forever
    And share with me her soul
    From now until the never -
    Until the sun will fall -

    To take me into starlight
    And throw me on the ground
    To share, from dawn till twilight,
    The splendor that I found.

    It says when one I treasure
    Is with me no more,
    She will remain forever
    If I keep loving her

    And as I live inside her
    And she inside of me
    Our souls will become brighter
    And set the fancy free

    To roam like holy fire
    Across the starlit sky
    And soar forever higher
    And never, ever die

    But burn with inspiration
    And passion for all time
    And bring reification
    Of everything sublime

    And bring, never-forsaken,
    That which has come to pass:
    The beauty that awakened
    The universe in us,

    Sharing the light and bringing
    Good fallen in misuse
    That through unbridled feeling
    Attains the higher truth,

    The truth of cosmic process
    That burns in all that lives
    And never dies or pauses,
    But brings all to their knees.

    I’ll follow you to heaven
    And walk for you in death,
    With you I’ll run and travel
    Along the narrow path,

    I’ll bathe in your delight and
    Send you all light and warm,
    Your days and nights I’ll brighten
    And shield you from the storm,

    And if I cannot covet
    What is not meant to be
    I’ll reap what you have sowed:
    All of your life, in me.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)