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I like Brian but can never trust him (100%)completely after he argued with
Daniela and Eve (EE) I think he made an honest mistake then and now and
I prefer
to accept it and move on. I too have perceptual glitches and have to backtrack and make amends when necessary.
### - you seemingly 'prefer' to accept a lie rather than the truth, even when you're in the same breath singing truth's praises? "I seek truth & Truth & TRUTH."
fyi: the Truth is... rbb should have never gotten involved... ee had lost the debate (big deal!) the greater truth had won out over the lesser was all: her kinda fairytale beliefs versus a bit hasher reality just couldn't hold water under close examination, i hadn't been horrible to her, rather the opposite: i'd been laffing & joking with her, teasing, and i certainly hadn't been mean or unkind! (i like women!)
but ya see ee was proud and smarted from the loss, at which point rbb stepped in with a little idea to 'get-him' of her own (laughing) gone now was the 'debate' in some petty personal vendetta to score a point off me that had nada to do with the outcome of the debate other than ee had lost
a simple point??
ee being a total fool to go for rbb's rather wicked idea, but her pride
let her go through with it!
it all backfiring on the unfortunate ee who was an avowed copyrights queen lol, her website was all about NOT using other people's intellectual copyrights 'without' their permission! and what to DO about it! she was very tough on that shit! she having NOW done exactly & precisely THAT by using something of mine 'without' my prior permission?? duh! i mean, she'd blindly walked right into that hadn't she? rbb obviously not giving a 'damn' what happened to her 'friend' ee!
and if they'd had ANY sense at ALL would have surely let it go at that??
but nooo... and because ya see 'pride' is a horribly corrupting... thing!
she (rbb) then let 'you' get involved in it too heh (some friend!)
That's the key descriptive in this sequencing.
I was standing at a railway station waiting for a private train.
When three other private trains arrived and a dispute occurred.
I'm using literary hyperbole saying you grudge stalked me.
and
obviously she didn't give a shit what happened to you either so long as 'she' got her wicked way? (you & i had been kinda alright until then, via long exchanges we had at least forged a kind of 'understanding' between us etc and all seemed fine, at least i thought so... so rbb ultimately
managed to even wreck that too!
Even if she has passed on I still can't disclose her issues with
her narrative. She is the only ADC poster I ever disclosed my entire
narrative to. Then I had her ask her partner whether fully exchanging uncensored narratives was a thing guys do to establish trust. He replied
yes and she was obligated to disclose her issues. Opportunities for
narrative adjustments started to occur at the same time and she made
a series of real world face to face adjustments.
Overview: They say "the truth shall set you free" It's a good strategy
but not always true. I hope she survived her narrative adjustments.
Our relationship was older sister and younger brother on a dangerous
journey in a tangled landscape to recover a stolen & hidden truth.
As you mention, the after effects of processing the truth may have been fatal. I was the mule and baggage carrier, she was the adventurer explorer.
I supported her healing intentions but made no decisions for her. When
she would waver in her believe in her own strategy I would en--courage her.
and while you obviously feel some loyalty to her, i don't 'care' how good
a friend is to me or how much i owe them? i can't (and wont) support them in something that's not right or is obviously wrong? (no chain letters for me!) i wouldn't BE being a friend TO them if i did! - i'd instead tell 'em not to do it!
I respect that, totally.
and with now 3 onto 1 it started getting ugly, another 2 or 3 joining in
from the sidelines putting in the boot heh, boy i was having to dance like never before lol,
It appeared as a serious conflict with multiple facets.
For Daniela it was part of avoiding a journey the eternal v. infinite
was pulling her towards, inevitably and inexorably. It was profound.
If I could disclose the truth you might see her differently.
I disclosed the totality off my narrative including pictures
of my scars and parole denial certificates for those I imprisoned
for life. Several of my opponents varnished and were never seen again.
I was questioned at times but never formally charged. That's
why I get a kick out of that "Goodfellas" clip, the long version when Nicky says to Henry "I don't know about you Henry you might fold under questioning"
I split a gut on that every time. Most people only dig this part.
https://youtu.be/r52gVceLCww
and if it had all just remained on a verbal level that
would have been fine too: the right was with me! how could i lose! but
with darker forces entering into it the vibration changed however, now i had to dance on 2 levels!
Agree with the above, caveat, it's easy for us to go astray
describing that very real but unseeable part of reality.
There were many forms of chaotic energy, including what could
be characterized as entities. I use a structure that mimics:
Citadel - Stronghold - Fortress - Escarpments
Without violating Daniela's privacy the conflict she had to process
to proceed to protect a property right to 5-10 million Euros.
This property right was being threatened by a small "cult" of
interlopers trying to steal it from Daniela. To destroy the cult
and secure the property Daniela was forced to re-process her narrative
and settle her differences with the properties living owners.
So the entities involved spanned many individuals and timelines.
Suffice to say IT WAS DEEP. The issues and the "point wells" of
the cosmos sorting pasts from futures, of all contesting parties.
Anyways... My child self approved and wrote the above in the hopes
that you and Daniela forgive each other. It's not a privacy violation.
but who cared about that now you were all in a
feeding frenzy huh, Truth, Justice & Integrity (not to mention decency
lol) all gone right out the window! i was suddenly fighting for my life!
I GET IT! Some type of compensation shall arrive or has arrived.
The scales always balance. Maybe our conflict shall shake the
order verses chaos functions and you shall transcribe the final
chapter you are seeking.
Sidebar... I have three poems written that I am unable to add to
the "Air Craft Carriers" thread;
https://groups.google.com/forum/#!topic/alt.dreams.castaneda/3gPFJJMjEH0
Because the data fields that separate past(-) and future(+) are convulsing. This cosmos is quite literally having a modest seizure event.
When you were in the "artist" state of mind transcribing narrative you were
in the time period you were transcribing. If time is a math mirage, you were opening and closing a well to a particular set of days in the 1960's.
So when you finished you glitched on a google glitch and I glitched on
a google-slider-timebridge glitch. I wasn't supposed to read the stories
until after the glitch. The strucure I use 8-19-25-44 regulates stuff like that.
I could see them as mini- movies when I went back.
You maybe a referee and an umpire, but I 0-55 are the police.
You can't have people showing up to a football match with automatic weapons.
In this one you are Costello-Nicholson and I am the undercover security.
https://youtu.be/jtYDGff2tjg
Keyline
https://youtu.be/jtYDGff2tjg?t=92
Western Mafia Boss to Eastern Mafia Boss
"For his own good, Tell Bruce Lee and the Karate Kid,
none of us are carrying automatic weapons. Because
HERE, in this COUNTRY (hidden dimensions).
It don't add inches to your dick...
You get a life sentence for-it.(expelled from 0D-4D)
Another cool bit regarding World War 4 & China's Bio Weapons.
Keyline
https://youtu.be/jtYDGff2tjg?t=192
Western Mafia Boss to Eastern Mafia Boss
"What we generally do in this country,
One guy brings the item and the other guy pays him.
No Tickee... No laundry...
It's a good clip. Well structured and executed.
As above so below. If you are writing - time bridging
during a war spanning 0D-1D-2D-3D-4D and you are seeking
the final chapter to a book, then you are temporarily a
player, when actually typing. That's when you were attacked.
If it was a football game they fouled the goalie and I am
manually disallowing the goal.
Only information as consciousness and information process truly exist.
I hold nothing against you personally and give my word of honor as pledge.
only i didn't lose see? - you guys did! - you didn't win anyway heh :)
I didn't win or lose or tie, I simply sought truth and you helped
me find it and understand it.
it wasn't 'nice' what happened and 'could' have all been avoided?
In order to change the future one must accept the past as it is.
You were writing (time bridging)and static from that era attached
to you and we are manually degaussing the data fields acquired.
https://duckduckgo.com/?t=ffcm&q=degaussing&ia=web
Degaussing is the process of decreasing or eliminating a remnant magnetic field. It is named after the gauss, a unit of magnetism, which in turn was named after Carl Friedrich Gauss. Due to magnetic hysteresis, it is generally not possible to reduce a
magnetic field completely to zero, so degaussing typically induces a very small
"known" field referred to as bias.
I see areas of Harmony-Dissonance-Silence / Order-Chaos-Boundary
We discussed Cops and Robbers, Good verses Evil, White Hats Black Hats
in a thousand different vernaculars and conundrums.
You could see that past conflict from the standpoint of a player
or a referee or a spectator in the stands. It was your football (picture)
so it's tough to let go. But if you see it as the referee, a vast brawl
broke out between 7-8 teams in a stadium who had come to register for
a tournament, victory would be surviving the melee. A player could not
achieve victory because it was not an officially sanctioned.
In other words. Daniela was coming down the street in an ambulance
at high speed, a police car in front, and a police car in back, a armed helicopter overhead. You refused to give way and forced a medical
convoy with military escort to "accommodate" your very "specialness."
That version of you died from a "brain tumor."
That is how I tried to warn you ^^^^^^^^^^^ THE SIREN.
Would you like to review the Lennon V. Dylan case we have on tape.
I've shown it to you 50-100 times but the referee in you refuses to
acknowledge Lennon took his case to the Supreme Court and was executed.
rbb had other rather wicked ideas was all, not very nice ideas!
Judgement is such a heavy burden. I have not judged you.
I have evaluated your complaint-case and warned you a war is ongoing.
but it all backfired on her in the end as these things inevitably do.
I've done the best I could to explain.
In the lower dimension this Slider V. Rainbow Bird, case is impeding
your ability to smoothly enter and exit the transcendent states of
immersion required to find "The Last Paragraph." in 0D-1D-2D-3D-4D
You also misread me when I said "all the players know my real name"
And so do you. If you REALLY had a problem with RBB you would solve it.
I sincerely hope this provides context.
An old Robert Johnson bit.
He saw women as vehicles - trains.
Love In Vain - Rolling Stones
https://youtu.be/nCvBUjJrmC4
Well I followed her to the station
With a suitcase in my hand
Yeah, I followed her to the station
With a suitcase in my hand
Whoa, it's hard to tell, it's hard to tell
When all your love's in vain
When the train come in the station
I looked her in the eye
Well the train come in the station
And I looked her in the eye
Whoa, I felt so sad so lonesome
That I could not help but cry
When the train left the station
It had two lights on behind
Yeah, when the train left the station
It had two lights on behind
Whoa, the blue light was my baby
And the red light was my mind
All my love was in vain
All my love's in vain
--- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
* Origin: www.darkrealms.ca (1:229/2)
