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slider@anashram.com
### - strange play heh, so do you think the 'spirit' was maybe tryin' to
tell ya something by making you see all that, and if so what do you
think
it was saying?
i think that guy moved everyone's ap with his theft, lol!
### - hahaha :)))
You should have seen how everyone in the food court jumped up
and watched this show. THIS certainly got everybodys attention.
i think the spirit was saying many things at once yesterday.
Life is short, better run like a mofo when you need to, lol!
### - his commitment was total heh, that much is clear, + everyone
noticing it and being alerted makes it an event; this time you were just
an observer having something pointed out to you, ya couldn't have looked
away even if you'd tried kinda thing...
the bit that caught my attention being the unusual/plain
hotdog (i.e., ya did something out of the ordinary for you) and then
something equally out of the ordinary occurred right in front of your
incredulous eyes, and even more important; by running like the wind and
giving it his all like his life depended on it, he actually made it!
the hot dog data is just to show how mundane life can be in one
second and in the next moment everything changes. Be prepared !
### - methinks the hotdog was maybe even the most important part of it
haha, you 'knew' you were doing something a bit different by doing that,
and then something even a bit more different occurred immediately after
that you were forced to watch...
i.e., one of the things i learned many years ago was that any change in
routine usually results in a shift in awareness, e.g., always say turning
right when leaving your home because that's what you've always done kinda
thing because everything's in that direction maybe, the shops, the gas
station and the freeway and/or whatever, so turning right has always been
what ya always routinely did...
so ok one time you inadvertently turn left instead of right, and instead
of backing up and going the usual way that you're used to, and as most
people would, ya carry-on and deliberately go the long way round just to
see what happens... very strange things often happen whenever ya do things
like that...
another time, i was going home + walking up this long hill near where i
live, at the top of the hill there was a junction veering-off to the
right, there was never a reason to go down that road and i usually walked
past it because it took me out of my way, but just at that moment a big
black crow flew right across me from left to right and flew-off down this
side road cawing loudly, having read a few of cc's first books i
remembered him going-on about crows pointing out a direction, and on a
whim decided to follow it down this side road...
well damn, i really didn't expect what happened next; it was like stepping
into another world because suddenly i was stoned off my head and even had
a hard time not wobbling about, my perception had altered inordinately to
the point of everything looking different, i also felt taller and thus out
of sync with my legs and had to make quite an effort just to walk properly
so as not to attract attention to myself, i felt very self conscious
indeed and had to wrestle with all these strange and disconcerting
feelings as i continued walking, i felt very strange, it was intense like
being on acid but without the crawling hallucinations, i only had the bubble-vision like looking through a curved fisheye lens...
all my attention went into walking without giving the game away, and as i
went slowly along a young lady came out of a door front as though alerted
to something? she rapidly looked all around in all directions and then her
eyes settled on me and she seemed to pause, she then looked away from me
but i could feel her still looking at me and somehow scanning me out of
the corner of her eyes so to speak, the scan swept over me like a series
of waves that made me feel light headed, i wasn't looking at her anymore
but could still see her when i closed my eyes, i was really struggling but continued on and was pleased to be finally out of range eventually, it
didn't feel hostile at all but her being aware of me being in some kinda altered state and prolly giving-off strange vibes, was disconcerting when
i was trying to be unobtrusive haha, and was just what i didn't need (i
wont bore ya with the rest of the story)
i'd had these 'excursions' before but never tripped by following a crow
hehe, wtf! the whole thing lasted about 40 minutes and then found myself
back on the main drag heading home again at the bottom of this road, and
then suddenly i was back to normal again wondering wtf had just happened &
why ;)
and the moral of the story is: i dunno...
i don't know about the moral, i like this current saying that is
being overused like a son of a bitch: "it is what it is".
i could just bitch slap anyone who sez this, i'm gettin' tired
of hearing ding dongs say this.
### - i don't like it either + sounds like a cop-out to moi, and because
NADA is what it appears to be! NADA! things are rather how we 'made' them
to be and have perceived them to be, we've inserted our very own 'slant'
on things and have come to prefer that, one's familiarity with something bringing it seemingly closer than it really is, and from then on we never
see it again as it really is unless we don't see it for a while...
it is what it is (bah humbug lol) only until you see it in another light
and then it looks different, a few days of that and then that becomes
normal instead, our 'familiarity' altering things to suit ourselves...
but if/when ya hear/get a starting pistol, give it your all, run like
fuck
and don't look back? ;)
Ain't gonna be no lookin' back when you're running all out.
No time for that shit. Only a fool would 'look' back?
You look FORWARD, not backwards. Now there's the key to the
whole event. Keep your eye on what's coming, not what's behind you.
### - once he started he finished it + gave it his all haha, went all-in!
his 'determination' was such that he defo wasn't gonna be giving in now!
(i.e., apply that to WILDing and you'll WILD like a sob)
that was a very strange play...
That's life, it happens all the time. pay attention.
### - it does happen all the time and no one pays any attention it, their mind's being on something else altogether... iow: they 'interpret' life to
mean something they've learned to make it into & mean in terms of social
values and with relationships with things and shit (does that make sense?)
After the dream ended
I kept my eyes closed to see if i could scrap up some hypno images. I
saw a little bit of something (printed words) and then soon pissed out.
### - but you saw 'something' right? (you only got sounds before i mean)
but before you could examine it any closer you were quickly pulled into an unconscious state...
the practice once ya see some hypnagogia then, is to assume you're now in
the right place and then gradually extend that amount of time before you
pass out... a few days of that usually being enough to start seeing some
really incredible stuff before conking out + that's as far as ya need to
go, the very next step being to directly induce a WILD by attempting to
examine some of their finer details (if it was words for example, then by
maybe attempting to notice any 3D shadow effect to them and looking at the shadow, or by maybe looking at a single letter amongst those words...)
Oh well, we'll try again next time. Early morning dreaming is so easy.
### - being 'determined' implies not waiting for chance to create the situations, but to more actively + deliberately 'create' those situations yourself...
iow: don't be so damn passive all the time! (slider wagging his finger +
really laffing)
passive is only for dildo's! ;)
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