From:
slider@anashram.com
fuck those two putos, what do they know?
i'll have you know that i had a real WILD
last night around 2:00 AM. Holy fuckin' shit.
like a lucid dream but perhaps even better.
I never thought i could out do a regular lucid
dream by being awake from the beginning. But
'by god' it can be done. Something definitely
shifted in the old brain when this show began.
i am impressed. OK, so i'm a slow learner.
but i did it, i can now WILD like a bastard.
### - haha + well done! :)
you've definitely done it before (like that time in the hot tub?) but it
sounds like you did it all by yourself this time! you gots the full monty!
:)
meaning: you initiated it all yourself this time starting from cold...
smile, i guess old cc would have called that a completely 'voluntary'
shift? ;)
that to do that, you must then have successfully manipulated your own
awareness through 3 stages to reach the point where dreaming (or rather:
the option to dream) appears!
and yes, now you've done that all by yourself, you can now 'choose' when
to do it as opposed to just always having to hang around hoping it's maybe gonna happen in the middle of an ordinary dream!
what a difference a day makes eh? ;)
plus, i wouldn't call you a slow learner as such, it's actually 'more'
like you're already routine manner of dreaming was getting in the way?
i mean, not being a dild-doer myself to start off with, never in a million years would i have ever suspected that the established practice of
dild-doing would be a handicap to WILDing?? Yet that seems to be precisely
the case! that many, who've established dilding as their primary practice,
all tend to experience the exact same difficulty at the beginning! how
strange!
like here's me thinkin' that all those dildo's out there would literally
jump for joy at the prospect of a far easier technique, only that's not at
all the reception WILDs was given? meanwhile, complete beginners were succeeding spectacularly in record time! (11-days still being the current record for a total newbie to any form of lucid dreaming...)
but you've surely done it now hah! and thus you now also totally
understand exactly 'how' it's done!
the fine tuning will all come later the more you play around with it, each
time revealing another intricate part of it until you eventually end-up at
the midway point where 'true' control over the whole thing (iow: over your
own awareness and the manipulation of it thereof) undeniably eventually
becomes the main/key feature of the whole thing!
a key thing to remember being, that when you get booted out you can just
go straight back in again as many times as ya like! this last being key to 'discovering' that midway point! the attainment of which is then like
gaining a full degree in the whole subject! (equals 'total' control!) :)
good stuff Chris! plus you are now the hope of pensioners everywhere? haha!
that one is never too old to learn to WILD eh? and if 'pensioners' can do
it then it stands to reason that just about everybody else can do it too!
i just wish i'd learned about it when i was say only 14 or 15 instead of
in my 50's?
and because 'those' are the one's who're gonna end up being the 'real'
experts in all this!
like wow! ;)
so c'mom, tell us 'exactly' how ya did it, and don't leave out any of the details!
i wants a blow by blow account!
(smile...)
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