From:
slider@nanashram.com
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHhrZgojY1Q
always a great tune :)
i have had heard that song many times in the past
few days. Strange.
so the other night slider i had a start to a WILD,
i was still awake and i saw the road opening up
as i traveled down it. But ended very quickly.
Now if i could of held that dream for a few minutes
i would have been dreaming good. Still though it was
very neat. Very strange to be 'awake' and dreaming
at the same time. i think i like it though.
### - i dunno what happened the first time, you kinda 'fell' into it and
it lasted a while longer before you bounced out again, somehow you missed
the transition that time but you were fine, this time though you were
perhaps more aware of the process itself and maybe that jarred you
slightly and you bounced? it's really actually only a matter of... letting
go? (we cling!)
doesn't really matter tho, a few more times and you'll ride that sucker
all the way through instead of bouncing around (my first few times i was
just like a feckin' yoyo; in/out in/out shakin' it all about, several
times heh)
tell you one thing, once you can get to the place where you see it opening
up like that you can kinda hang there and do the yoyo-thing, so ok you
bounce out BUT you can also bounce straight back in again! you're IN the
right place to do precisely that! (singin': ya do the funky yoyo! lol)
until the transition itself no longer bothers/jars you and then you'll
really be fine :)
and yes, being 'awake' AND dreaming at the same time is really the
strangest thing!?! it's unearthly! and i think that's why we initially
bounce? it's like we can't quite believe it's really happening? (in a dild
that transition/shock is somehow buffered/dulled slightly as you're
already IN a dream, when WILDing though you enter fully aware INTO a dream
and it takes a few times to adjust to that quite strong/vivid sensation...)
lol several times, right at that point of transition, i used to sit bolt upright in the bed as an involuntary reflex action heh, it was like an
electric shock or a bucket of cold water? (yikes! lol) and i'd find my
self sat bolt upright with my eyes wide open hah! it made me holler hysterically laughing every time at the top of mu voice! but after 3 or 4
times of that it stopped and i instead went right into the dream from then on...
there now was the 'real' surprise; standing fully wide awake... in a
dream! fully yourself!
how strange! and how actually rather marvelous! the clarity is incredible!
and of course control is 100%
'wide awake' in a dream! the options are endless!
including (eventually) just how long you decide to remain in there! (a
huge advantage)
'choice' becoming the main feature of it all once you stabilise...
so keep going, you already know how to handle yourself IN a dream, so it's
just the transition itself that's the obstacle currently, best advise is
to enjoy even this odd part because it doesn't last too long anyway, play around with novelty of it as part of the learning curve and before ya know
it you'll be off... exploring... gone WILD ;)
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