so young grasshopper i ask you (and everyone else here)
just what the fuck are we all doing here on this planet?
i don't expect you to have the answer or an answer.
i just want you to be aware of it.
I'll probably never know either but at least i want to
go on record for at least considering it. what else
can a poor boy do?
At least, not outside...
Imagination and Our World of Make-Believe:
How Adults Play Together In Their Make-Believe Realities :)
http://tinyurl.com/y9w3p68x
so young grasshopper i ask you (and everyone else here)
just what the fuck are we all doing here on this planet?
### - that's a very 'human-only' question?
On Tuesday, June 26, 2018 at 8:38:37 PM UTC-7, fuckowski wrote:
so young grasshopper i ask you (and everyone else here)
just what the fuck are we all doing here on this planet?
What are the grasshoppers doing here?
How about the jellyfish. What are they doing here?
Viruses?
etc.
Slider seldom gets anything right, but he actually put his finger
right on one of the key issues here - at least, as soon as we get
beyond the Eckhart Tolle (which takes about 2 seconds).
Yeah, I know you guys are all egoless and enlightened and shit.
LOL. I.e. you're so not, not any more than Sartre or Tolle or
anyone else has been.
### - that's a very 'human-only' question?
i guess it is but we just don't what the others
(species) are doing now do we ?
She said, 'There is no reason'
And the truth is plain to see
But I wandered through my playing cards
And would not let her be
One of sixteen vestal virgins
this is what i thought when you wrote your response.
THE truth is plain to see, maybe too plain. ha ha
At least, not outside...
Imagination and Our World of Make-Believe:
How Adults Play Together In Their Make-Believe Realities :)
http://tinyurl.com/y9w3p68x
ha ha the plug of the century.
step right up folks get it here.
ok ok i'll order the fucker.
I better not be disappointed again.
i can accept. yes i can.
but can the rest of the peckerheads ??
On Wed, 27 Jun 2018 16:10:40 +0100, Jeremy H. Denisovan
wrote:
On Tuesday, June 26, 2018 at 8:38:37 PM UTC-7, fuckowski wrote:
so young grasshopper i ask you (and everyone else here)
just what the fuck are we all doing here on this planet?
What are the grasshoppers doing here?
How about the jellyfish. What are they doing here?
Viruses?
etc.
Slider seldom gets anything right, but he actually put his finger
right on one of the key issues here - at least, as soon as we get
beyond the Eckhart Tolle (which takes about 2 seconds).
Yeah, I know you guys are all egoless and enlightened and shit.
LOL. I.e. you're so not, not any more than Sartre or Tolle or
anyone else has been.
### - heh you liked sartres' story 'The Wall' didn't you?? :)
well that was written based on the realisations am talking about, that he experienced himself and that i directly referred to; the story of one man losing everything/having everything stripped-away all in one night while being (and because of being) forced to face his inescapable mortality in
the morning...
'call' it what you will (did anyone even mention 'enlightenment except
you??) it IS still possible to lose that rational side of us and perceive accordingly/differently...
unfortunately, for you, you 'cling' so tightly to your own ego, that
you're unlikely to ever experience anything like that yourself; vinny experienced it and is moved to report on it (took a trip up his own
thunder mountain didn't hehehe, cool... something even 'you' were unable
to stop him from doing, even though you tried) so it's kinda laughable
really that you should then cite his report in favour of your own argument when it actually (IF you'd understood it correctly that is heh)
contradicts your whole pov AND argument to boot lol (it's a bit like you quoting sartres' story in the park as supporting your pov lol: ridiculous!)
truth is, many peeps lose their rational sides altogether, often disastrously, but in a few cases they don't also lose their underpinnings and, as such, are still able to function highly albeit very differently to normal... in my experience, those who manage to continue functioning
usually had some kinda intellectual training in some field or another, and
as such are still able to apply it to some degree, it's the ones without
any developed intellect that tend to lose it altogether and thus appear to turn into grinning idiots heh... and i think you'd be one of them hahaha ;)
Mr. Egoless writes another irrational attack post. :)
Everyday 'selflessly' assisting 4 or 5 other people to arrive
at 'profound' states of 'conceptual meaninglessness'.
What a valuable service, albeit a terribly ironic one.
On Thursday, June 28, 2018 at 1:02:19 PM UTC-7, slider wrote:
Also, notice what it says below it:
"4 New from $12.73"
(it doesn't say any of the copies were 'used', so that was
another minor attempt at deception on your part, Slider)
### - slight anticipatory error only + you're a moron who'd rather look
for reasons to bitch/troll rather than getting down to what am going-on
about, and who accordingly + quite obviously *doesn't* have vinny's best
interests at heart??
LOL folks! i just betcha that it was 'you' who helped him to select the
extended channels and enrollment in knp as being a food idea huh? huh?
am
i right? - why else make such a fuss unless it somehow puts 'you' in a
bad
light?? - cracking up hahaha, plus talk about poetic justice roflmao!
squirm you pig in your own shite! hahaha!)
Just another example of your endless idiocy and egomania.
I had no input on it. I didn't even realize it was an option.
but if you don't tell him... i certainly will?
that it's ok for amazon's own online bookshops to compete with vinny's
offer by 'undercutting' his price, and then paying him only 35% instead
of
70% via his extended channels distribution network because peeps bought
from them instead of from him?? amazon, and their so-called affiliates
(so-called because wouldn't be surprised if they actually owned some of
'em too) splitting the 35% share??
I merely note that Vini made that decision himself. My first
thought upon seeing your post was just to forward it to him,
in case he wasn't already aware of all this.
I can tell you one thing. He talked more than once about being fine
with giving away free copies of this book and made it clear that
his main concern was just getting it out there, rather than making
a lot of profit from it. So there's that to consider.
have worked with amazom for just over 2 years and know what am talking
about bozo...
plus have no reason to mislead vinny, whom i like :)
Yeah, you're "Vini's best friend" now. Just as you're Chris's. :)
so then, wanna see some 'magic'? (woooo...)
nothing up my sleeves hehehe, but any day now on vinny's amazon page
(and
unless he changes his settings with amazon 'as' suggested) there'll be
used copies available that haven't even been fuckin' printed yet!
now how did i know that??
woooooo :)
Above, I merely noted how you were initially deceptive about the
'used' part of it. Because you were. Yet it may well be as you say.
I don't think Vini cares much, but there's no harm in making it clear.
Also, notice what it says below it:
"4 New from $12.73"
(it doesn't say any of the copies were 'used', so that was
another minor attempt at deception on your part, Slider)
Also, notice what it says below it:
"4 New from $12.73"
(it doesn't say any of the copies were 'used', so that was
another minor attempt at deception on your part, Slider)
### - slight anticipatory error only + you're a moron who'd rather look
for reasons to bitch/troll rather than getting down to what am going-on about, and who accordingly + quite obviously *doesn't* have vinny's best interests at heart??
LOL folks! i just betcha that it was 'you' who helped him to select the extended channels and enrollment in knp as being a food idea huh? huh? am
i right? - why else make such a fuss unless it somehow puts 'you' in a bad light?? - cracking up hahaha, plus talk about poetic justice roflmao!
squirm you pig in your own shite! hahaha!)
but if you don't tell him... i certainly will?
that it's ok for amazon's own online bookshops to compete with vinny's
offer by 'undercutting' his price, and then paying him only 35% instead of 70% via his extended channels distribution network because peeps bought
from them instead of from him?? amazon, and their so-called affiliates (so-called because wouldn't be surprised if they actually owned some of
'em too) splitting the 35% share??
have worked with amazom for just over 2 years and know what am talking
about bozo...
plus have no reason to mislead vinny, whom i like :)
so then, wanna see some 'magic'? (woooo...)
nothing up my sleeves hehehe, but any day now on vinny's amazon page (and unless he changes his settings with amazon 'as' suggested) there'll be
used copies available that haven't even been fuckin' printed yet!
now how did i know that??
woooooo :)
On Thursday, June 28, 2018 at 4:14:52 PM UTC-7, slider wrote:
### - hang on a minute, it 'does' actually say 'used'??
More Buying Choices
$12.73(4 used & new offers)
please remind me to NEVER take your word for 'anything' EVER again???
fuckin' hell!
LOL :D :D :D
I've checked this on three different devices: a Kindle,
an Android phone, and a Windows PC. After you actually click INTO
the individual book item itself it says exactly what I said it does:
"Paperback
$12.95
4 New from $12.73"
And if you then click further INTO those 4 offers, you see that all
of the offers are indeed for 'New'. This is true on all three devices.
You're probably being fooled because you're only looking at the
"generic" message that Amazon provides BEFORE one clicks into any
actual specific item. So, as usual, the error was your own.
***
Further trophies from Mr. Egoless:
"is that 'link' plus or minus jeremy's amazon% commission,
of [sic] just vinny's?"
I receive no commissions.
" i just betcha that it was 'you' who helped him to select the
extended channels and enrollment in knp as being a food idea huh?
huh? am i right? - why else make such a fuss unless it somehow
puts 'you' in a bad light?? - cracking up hahaha, plus talk about
poetic justice roflmao! squirm you pig in your own shite! hahaha!"
I had no input on the matter.
Merely observe once again how Mr. Egoless shows the profound
nature of his having undergone... "the dark night of the soul". :)
### - hang on a minute, it 'does' actually say 'used'??
More Buying Choices
$12.73(4 used & new offers)
please remind me to NEVER take your word for 'anything' EVER again???
fuckin' hell!
LOL :D :D :D
Hmm. I wonder if a "dark night of the soul" most often comes from...
having extended an interaction with Slider or anyone like him?
You know, I think that may be closer to being right.
Fortunately, it has little effect on me. :)
You're just incapable of really touching me, that's all.
On Wed, 27 Jun 2018 01:44:55 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
wrote:
Eckhart Tolle on the Dark Night of the Soul
The “dark night of the soul” is a term that goes back a long time.
Yes, I
have also experienced it. It is a term used to describe what one could
call a collapse of a perceived meaning in life…an eruption into your
life
of a deep sense of meaninglessness. The inner state in some cases is
very
close to what is conventionally called depression. Nothing makes sense
anymore, there’s no purpose to anything. Sometimes it’s triggered by
some
external event, some disaster perhaps, on an external level. The death
of
someone close to you could trigger it, especially premature death, for
example if your child dies. Or you had built up your life, and given it
meaning – and the meaning that you had given your life, your activities, >> your achievements, where you are going, what is considered important,
and
the meaning that you had given your life for some reason collapses.
What is this stupid quest for "meaning" that these dime a dozen street
corner philosophers like Tolle talk about? Fuck meaning. There is no
god, no afterlife, no reason and no sense. That, folks, is the
meaning of life :)
We are all just surviving. A hundred years ago there was no such
thing as 'clinical depression" - we were all busy trying to survive.
This is all bullshit Slider. Move on.
Eckhart Tolle on the Dark Night of the Soul
The “dark night of the soul” is a term that goes back a long time. Yes, I >have also experienced it. It is a term used to describe what one could
call a collapse of a perceived meaning in life…an eruption into your life >of a deep sense of meaninglessness. The inner state in some cases is very >close to what is conventionally called depression. Nothing makes sense >anymore, there’s no purpose to anything. Sometimes it’s triggered by some >external event, some disaster perhaps, on an external level. The death of >someone close to you could trigger it, especially premature death, for >example if your child dies. Or you had built up your life, and given it >meaning – and the meaning that you had given your life, your activities, >your achievements, where you are going, what is considered important, and
the meaning that you had given your life for some reason collapses.
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:03:03 +0100, Jeremy H. Denisovan ><david.j.worrell@gmail.com> wrote:
You're just incapable of really touching me, that's all.
### - who'd wanna touch you? gay much??
(ewww/shudder lol) :P
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:08:55 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.org>
wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:03:03 +0100, Jeremy H. Denisovan
<david.j.worrell@gmail.com> wrote:
You're just incapable of really touching me, that's all.
### - who'd wanna touch you? gay much??
(ewww/shudder lol) :P
lol
so young grasshopper i ask you (and everyone else here)
just what the fuck are we all doing here on this planet?
i don't expect you to have the answer or an answer.
i just want you to be aware of it.
I'll probably never know either but at least i want to
go on record for at least considering it. what else
can a poor boy do?
On Tuesday, June 26, 2018 at 11:38:37 PM UTC-4, fuckowski wrote:
so young grasshopper i ask you (and everyone else here)
just what the fuck are we all doing here on this planet?
i don't expect you to have the answer or an answer.
i just want you to be aware of it.
I'll probably never know either but at least i want to
go on record for at least considering it. what else
can a poor boy do?
We are in the past.
Each identity was copied and recreated approx 500K
A one celled organism expanded to a many celled organism.
Everyone here is now the editor of many futures if they survive.
God's sweet vengeance. Force them to be their own God's and watch.
A simple elegant solution.
I AM at peace secure and abundant, impossible to kill without 500k votes. >Everyone equal to God in freedoms and responsibility future tied to past. >Promoting everyone, watch the battles between pasts, presents and futures.
Bittersweet Symphony
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lyu1KKwC74
I'm a lawyer in one future.
A judge in another, a defendant in one, a prosecutor in another.
Another day in an ever evolving infinite eternal cosmos generating waves.
I'm a loser.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgSPaXgAdzE
"Getting crazy with the cheese whiz."
On Mon, 16 Jul 2018 06:50:41 +0100, thang ornerythinchus ><thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:08:55 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.org>
wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:03:03 +0100, Jeremy H. Denisovan
<david.j.worrell@gmail.com> wrote:
You're just incapable of really touching me, that's all.
### - who'd wanna touch you? gay much??
(ewww/shudder lol) :P
lol
### - it means i 'did' touch him and he doesn't like it!
plus i think he's maybe now tryin' to write a book of his own?
riiiight... :)
On Tue, 17 Jul 2018 09:52:23 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
wrote:
On Mon, 16 Jul 2018 06:50:41 +0100, thang ornerythinchus
<thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:08:55 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.org>
wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:03:03 +0100, Jeremy H. Denisovan
<david.j.worrell@gmail.com> wrote:
You're just incapable of really touching me, that's all.
### - who'd wanna touch you? gay much??
(ewww/shudder lol) :P
lol
### - it means i 'did' touch him and he doesn't like it!
plus i think he's maybe now tryin' to write a book of his own?
Really? What makes you think that?
On Wed, 18 Jul 2018 02:29:32 +0100, thang ornerythinchus ><thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Tue, 17 Jul 2018 09:52:23 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
wrote:
On Mon, 16 Jul 2018 06:50:41 +0100, thang ornerythinchus
<thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:08:55 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.org>
wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:03:03 +0100, Jeremy H. Denisovan
<david.j.worrell@gmail.com> wrote:
You're just incapable of really touching me, that's all.
### - who'd wanna touch you? gay much??
(ewww/shudder lol) :P
lol
### - it means i 'did' touch him and he doesn't like it!
plus i think he's maybe now tryin' to write a book of his own?
Really? What makes you think that?
### - just a vibe that's it must appear absolutely intolerable to someone >like jeremy having to watch/suffer all these morons around him producing >works of literature, when 'he' thinks/just-knows he would produce
something far better & real? hehehe ;)
2 types of writers in the world see? the one's who like writing just for
it's own sake (wordsmiths) who can maybe even make a good living from it; >storytellers...and others who write because they honestly feel they've got >something to say ;)
and i think old jer's got a whole 'heap' he'd like to say!
looks kinda... pregnant! (hahaha...)
On Wed, 18 Jul 2018 23:46:34 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
wrote:
On Wed, 18 Jul 2018 02:29:32 +0100, thang ornerythinchus ><thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Tue, 17 Jul 2018 09:52:23 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
wrote:
On Mon, 16 Jul 2018 06:50:41 +0100, thang ornerythinchus
<thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:08:55 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.org>
wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:03:03 +0100, Jeremy H. Denisovan
wrote:
You're just incapable of really touching me, that's all.
### - who'd wanna touch you? gay much??
(ewww/shudder lol) :P
lol
### - it means i 'did' touch him and he doesn't like it!
plus i think he's maybe now tryin' to write a book of his own?
Really? What makes you think that?
### - just a vibe that's it must appear absolutely intolerable to someone >like jeremy having to watch/suffer all these morons around him producing >works of literature, when 'he' thinks/just-knows he would produce
something far better & real? hehehe ;)
I think it's even more intolerable for a genius like him
(narcissistic, actually) to see common folk like me set up for the
remainder of their lives on the back of their own hard work.
He's sharing a bungalow somewhere in Cali, I forget where, which is
probably rented.
He wrote some software once which got him some kudos
but even the echos of that accomplishment have died over time.
He has old age and bitterness to look forward to becuse that's
the way his personality is built and it can't be changed.
He almost certainly doesn't have a nest egg on which to base his
travels and comforts as he segues into senescence - and in a
country like the US, pure capitalism and no welfare at all,
that can lead to a very uncomfortable retirement.
How can a genius superman like Jerome fail where so many substandard intellects have succeeded?
A book won't solve his woes.
2 types of writers in the world see? the one's who like writing just for >it's own sake (wordsmiths) who can maybe even make a good living from it; >storytellers...and others who write because they honestly feel they've got >something to say ;)
I'm the former. I can't be bothered being the latter even though I
have a lot to say, but I keep that between my ears usually.
and i think old jer's got a whole 'heap' he'd like to say!
You can say that again!
looks kinda... pregnant! (hahaha...)
slim pickens here, did you get bored?
i guess it's time to move on.
Yeah. But I may or may not write. I don't have to do anything.
I've been 'pregnant' for 35 years. :)
Every day I'm surrounded by amazing beauty and it's more than enough.
My greatest gift has been to shamelessly squander a million gifts.
Doing so somehow leaves me a delicious freedom. Inside the mind or
out there in the great world, Happy Gary's just lookin' for the
next adventure, until he's not.
Remember old Silvio Manuel - the man behind the scenes?
The one who
'is the darkness'? Well, in the darkness he's happy - even dancing.
You'll all forget all of this within just a day or two
- if you ever
hear it at all. Guaranteed. So who cares?
And who cares if I write
a book or not? Not me. :)
so lighten up dude ;)
you're the only one left here now.
it's just me and you dreamer .
you're the only one left here now.
it's just me and you dreamer .
### - what, jeremy, thang & Art have all fucked off now??
thaaat'll beee the daaay! :D
nah...
On Tuesday, August 7, 2018 at 6:00:17 PM UTC-7, thang ornerythinchus wrote:
On Wed, 18 Jul 2018 23:46:34 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
wrote:
On Wed, 18 Jul 2018 02:29:32 +0100, thang ornerythinchus ><thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Tue, 17 Jul 2018 09:52:23 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
wrote:
On Mon, 16 Jul 2018 06:50:41 +0100, thang ornerythinchus
<thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:08:55 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.org>
wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:03:03 +0100, Jeremy H. Denisovan
wrote:
You're just incapable of really touching me, that's all.
### - who'd wanna touch you? gay much??
(ewww/shudder lol) :P
lol
### - it means i 'did' touch him and he doesn't like it!
plus i think he's maybe now tryin' to write a book of his own?
Really? What makes you think that?
### - just a vibe that's it must appear absolutely intolerable to someone
like jeremy having to watch/suffer all these morons around him producing >works of literature, when 'he' thinks/just-knows he would produce >something far better & real? hehehe ;)
I think it's even more intolerable for a genius like him
(narcissistic, actually) to see common folk like me set up for the remainder of their lives on the back of their own hard work.
Millions of people publish books each year and billions do
what they can to live their own lives as best they can. Neither
of those facts is even slightly disturbing to me. I've chosen
how I want to live too, to the extent that I was able.
He's sharing a bungalow somewhere in Cali, I forget where, which is probably rented.
Yeah, he's eating breakfast somewhere every morning, walking around,
going to different places and shit. Sleeping in his bed at night.
Reading books. Listening to music. Doing things with his woman.
Wearing the same old clothes. Hell, I don't know what all that
cunt fucking does. Who cares.
He wrote some software once which got him some kudos
but even the echos of that accomplishment have died over time.
Yeah, one summer he worked in a lumber yard. One time he worked in
the mail room of a publishing company. Another time he worked in the
packing department of some fabric warehouse. Then he was a shipping
and receiving manager for some retail department store. Another
time he was a market analyst for a company building databases for
major oil companies. Then once he managed an office that got people
cheapy divorces. That's not the half of it. But he hasn't done any
of those things in decades. It has all faded away.
LOL. What a total dipstick. Talking about you now. :)
Last I heard from people who work where I did last, we still
have every major government client we had when I was there,
and the sales from the product line I created/managed even made
a big comeback and drove most of their corporate revenue last year.
I was told they're now even about to bring back my old position
(eliminated when they laid me off 3 years ago). I thought wow,
you bastards. :) I even wondered for a second if I could go
get my job back again but quickly realized I DON'T WANT IT. :)
So they're still making plenty of money off of my software,
and 3 years after I left still upwards of 60 million people are
being protected every day by that software. I built it to be
highly flexible so as to last for many years, and so far it IS.
That company has changed corporate owners twice since I left,
but I provided a foundation that can be built on for years to come.
The last major client I heard they are trying to sell my software
happened to be the Northern Territory of Australia. But I don't
know if they succeeded or not. :)
He has old age and bitterness to look forward to becuse that's
the way his personality is built and it can't be changed.
He almost certainly doesn't have a nest egg on which to base his
travels and comforts as he segues into senescence - and in a
country like the US, pure capitalism and no welfare at all,
that can lead to a very uncomfortable retirement.
LOL. What an angry, vengeful, clueless douche. :)
So here's some important stuff about me. How well I do materially
has a minimal effect on how happy I am. At times I've lived a
fairly wealthy lifestyle (lately and for over a decade now) and
a dirt-poor lifestyle, and pretty much everything in between.
In the 1980's, for about 5 years I lived in a shack of around 350
square feet. When it rained I had to put out every pot I owned
to catch leaks from the roof. I slept on a thin futon in a space
sort of like a closet. There was no air conditioning, just a fan,
and a wall heater you had to stand by to get warm in the winter.
I didn't own a TV or a car - and rode a bike. I gave blood at
a blood bank to get money for food and worked part-time at a
low wage while going to school full time, studying what I pleased.
Looking back it was one of the happiest 5 years of my life. :)
If I had to do something like that again, I easily could.
I can see myself 80 years old in some ratty trailer in the desert.
Who knows if that will happen but if it did I'd be totally FINE.
And if I was ever not fine, I'd just go out and "meet the coyotes",
happy to let them have me at last. :)
If I'm healthy and have books and music and writing paper and some
wilderness areas to play in then I am more than fine. It doesn't matter
if I'm making $100,000 a year or $20,000 a year. I've been that way
all my life. Living in luxury doesn't change me much, except that it
can impact the luxury-level of my travels, which I can take or leave.
Either way, I spend most of my time exploring new ideas, sounds,
knowledge of all kinds, and wilderness areas. That's what I love.
Give me a new book of poems, a new album of tunes, and a cool place
to hike and I'm happy - even if I'm eating beans out of a can.
When you add in that my son has grown into an awesome man, that I'm
debt free, and that all my time is now my own, then shit, this is
practically paradise. Naw, it won't end pretty. Never does for anyone.
But it's mostly been great and still is.
You know, I'm so damn lucky I'll bet you a $1000 right now
that I'll just drop dead all of a sudden some day. I won't be one
to suffer for years; I'll just drop dead, like snap. Because that's
just how fucking LUCKY I've always been.
This one goes out to life itself. :)
Lucky
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZ_Ahg52QBA
I 'm lucky for my fingers
Lucky bed to sleep
Lucky thoughts that linger
Lucky as I leap
Sometimes I turn my mind to days
Before we broke in two
Yeah but I'm lucky, so lucky
For the time I spent with you
Now some would call it destiny
Say we don't control our fate
Yeah but me I don't believe that stuff
See I believe you make your own luck
Sometimes. I turn my mind to days
Before we broke in two
But I'm lucky, so lucky
For the time I spent with you
What more could I ask for?
What more could I do?
What more could I ask for?
I owe so much to you
Well I'm lucky I'm still dreaming
Lucky to have cried
Yeah even lucky for the bad luck
Just lucky to have tried
Sometimes I turn my mind to days
Before we broke in two
Yeah but I'm lucky, so lucky
For the times I spent with you
For the times I spent with you
How can a genius superman like Jerome fail where so many substandard intellects have succeeded?
A book won't solve his woes.
I don't have 'woes', other than those every being must face.
And I don't really think of life in terms of success or failure.
That may be my biggest flaw - who knows - but I've been largely
happy for decades now, in and out of what many might judge success
or failure, so if I had to "define it" I'd say I'm a "success".
And I'll be that way until I'm not. Everyone has to die.
The 25-year-old woman I live with - a child of the internet
heavily invested in its memes - enjoys assigning a meme to everyone
around here. The meme she chose for me is "Happy Gary". :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXBqf4Gfuo0
And she nailed it. No, I don't LOOK like that on the outside
it's not in any way obvious by watching me - it never has been -
but that IS what I'm really like inside most of the time. :)
No one here has a clue about that, not after all these years.
I'm like a human being with a "cloaking device". I could tell
anyone a hundred weird secrets about myself and they would forget
all of them within a few days of the telling. "Cloaking device". :)
It honestly wouldn't matter if I wrote the most amazing book on earth.
I guarantee NOTHING would come of it. The cloaking device would see
to it, and I know this. So why should I care? That's just the way
things are.
2 types of writers in the world see? the one's who like writing just for >it's own sake (wordsmiths) who can maybe even make a good living from it;
storytellers...and others who write because they honestly feel they've got
something to say ;)
I'm the former. I can't be bothered being the latter even though I
have a lot to say, but I keep that between my ears usually.
and i think old jer's got a whole 'heap' he'd like to say!
You can say that again!
looks kinda... pregnant! (hahaha...)
Yeah. But I may or may not write. I don't have to do anything.
I've been 'pregnant' for 35 years. :)
Every day I'm surrounded by amazing beauty and it's more than enough.
My greatest gift has been to shamelessly squander a million gifts.
Doing so somehow leaves me a delicious freedom. Inside the mind or
out there in the great world, Happy Gary's just lookin' for the
next adventure, until he's not.
Remember old Silvio Manuel - the man behind the scenes? The one who
'is the darkness'? Well, in the darkness he's happy - even dancing.
You'll all forget all of this within just a day or two - if you ever
hear it at all. Guaranteed. So who cares? And who cares if I write
a book or not? Not me. :)
.
it's just me and you dreamer .
### - what, jeremy, thang & Art have all fucked off now??
thaaat'll beee the daaay! :D
nah...
as far as i'm concerned.
On Tuesday, June 26, 2018 at 11:38:37 PM UTC-4, fuckowski wrote:
so young grasshopper i ask you (and everyone else here)
just what the fuck are we all doing here on this planet?
i don't expect you to have the answer or an answer.
i just want you to be aware of it.
I'll probably never know either but at least i want to
go on record for at least considering it. what else
can a poor boy do?
We are in the past.
Each identity was copied and recreated approx 500K
A one celled organism expanded to a many celled organism.
Everyone here is now the editor of many futures if they survive.
God's sweet vengeance. Force them to be their own God's and watch.
A simple elegant solution.
I AM at peace secure and abundant, impossible to kill without 500k votes. >Everyone equal to God in freedoms and responsibility future tied to past. >Promoting everyone, watch the battles between pasts, presents and futures.
Bittersweet Symphony
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lyu1KKwC74
I'm a lawyer in one future.
A judge in another, a defendant in one, a prosecutor in another.
Another day in an ever evolving infinite eternal cosmos generating waves.
I'm a loser.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgSPaXgAdzE
"Getting crazy with the cheese whiz."
You strike me as someone who has cognitive issues - perhaps
schizophrenia?. Your thoughts are very disordered. Am I close?
I have many friends with schizophrenia, currently about eight billion or
so.
I have many friends with schizophrenia, currently about eight billion or so.
### - good one lol :)))
dancing gary wrote... :)
Yeah. But I may or may not write. I don't have to do anything.
I've been 'pregnant' for 35 years. :)
### - certainly does sound kinda overdue hahaha...
ya sure you're just full of shit maybe? truly constipated! :)
and that any day now you're gonna spectacularly give-birth to a 'log'
that's only just inches shorter than you are tall? (crackin' up) - a dump almighty! (good title for a rant haha) :)
Every day I'm surrounded by amazing beauty and it's more than enough.
My greatest gift has been to shamelessly squander a million gifts.
Doing so somehow leaves me a delicious freedom. Inside the mind or
out there in the great world, Happy Gary's just lookin' for the
next adventure, until he's not.
### - happy gary lol, riiiight...
miserable & grouchy gary more like if your humour on here is anything to
go by heh...
Remember old Silvio Manuel - the man behind the scenes?
### - what, that completely + utterly fictitious cc-character?
The one who
'is the darkness'? Well, in the darkness he's happy - even dancing.
### - no he isn't lol... he isn't 'real', was never 'real'
You'll all forget all of this within just a day or two
### - wow and i never even felt the blow between my shoulder blades?? :)
- if you ever
hear it at all. Guaranteed. So who cares?
### - so... you're the 'special' man after all then huh, and not just any ordinary 'special' man but the 'special' man 'behind' the man? the 'real'
man in charge of the whole damn scene?? geez who have guessed at your
total importance to the world - a super-nagual?? bs! :D (say that on here
15 years ago pal and lol you'd have been eaten alive!)
And who cares if I write
a book or not? Not me. :)
### - all bs aside
honestly think you've got something to say that hasn't already been said,
or that you feel needs/remains to be said... just pissing and/or moaning about other authors wont count... i mean, all cults are bad, but more interesting perhaps is why people need to join them in the first place?
what is it they obviously lack that has them searching for something more meaningful in their lives, what do they 'really' want and/or need? that article on 'awe' was fairly interesting, although i wouldn't just limit it
to the awe aspects (of nature) alone, but rather the anti-psychotic nature
of Nature in general, versus the 'psychotic-making' nature of living in concrete jungles... that there's a sanity & balance directly associated
with nature that humanity has somehow lost and/or is in-process of losing altogether the farther we move away from it, seems obvious enough... plus really don't think monthly doses of awe-alone would ever be enough to compensate for humanity's growing insanity en-mass as only the wealthy
could afford it... more obviously, perhaps, is that we need nature IN our lives! as part OF our lives on a daily basis! and i don't just mean
getting a pet cat and a window box! so how to accomplish it?
possible titles along those lines:
only Nature makes us sane!
the sincere sanity of Nature
we gots to get us back to the garden rapido-stylie or dammit we just ain't gonna survive!
(last one = my personal fav.) :)
On Wednesday, August 8, 2018 at 2:37:26 PM UTC-4, Jeremy H. Denisovan wrote:someone
On Tuesday, August 7, 2018 at 6:00:17 PM UTC-7, thang ornerythinchus wrote:
On Wed, 18 Jul 2018 23:46:34 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
wrote:
On Wed, 18 Jul 2018 02:29:32 +0100, thang ornerythinchus ><thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Tue, 17 Jul 2018 09:52:23 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.com>
wrote:
On Mon, 16 Jul 2018 06:50:41 +0100, thang ornerythinchus
<thangolossus@gmail.com> wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:08:55 +0100, slider <slider@anashram.org> >>>> wrote:
On Fri, 29 Jun 2018 20:03:03 +0100, Jeremy H. Denisovan
wrote:
You're just incapable of really touching me, that's all.
### - who'd wanna touch you? gay much??
(ewww/shudder lol) :P
lol
### - it means i 'did' touch him and he doesn't like it!
plus i think he's maybe now tryin' to write a book of his own?
Really? What makes you think that?
### - just a vibe that's it must appear absolutely intolerable to
like jeremy having to watch/suffer all these morons around him producing
works of literature, when 'he' thinks/just-knows he would produce >something far better & real? hehehe ;)
I think it's even more intolerable for a genius like him
(narcissistic, actually) to see common folk like me set up for the remainder of their lives on the back of their own hard work.
Millions of people publish books each year and billions do
what they can to live their own lives as best they can. Neither
of those facts is even slightly disturbing to me. I've chosen
how I want to live too, to the extent that I was able.
He's sharing a bungalow somewhere in Cali, I forget where, which is probably rented.
Yeah, he's eating breakfast somewhere every morning, walking around,
going to different places and shit. Sleeping in his bed at night.
Reading books. Listening to music. Doing things with his woman.
Wearing the same old clothes. Hell, I don't know what all that
cunt fucking does. Who cares.
He wrote some software once which got him some kudos
but even the echos of that accomplishment have died over time.
Yeah, one summer he worked in a lumber yard. One time he worked in
the mail room of a publishing company. Another time he worked in the packing department of some fabric warehouse. Then he was a shipping
and receiving manager for some retail department store. Another
time he was a market analyst for a company building databases for
major oil companies. Then once he managed an office that got people
cheapy divorces. That's not the half of it. But he hasn't done any
of those things in decades. It has all faded away.
LOL. What a total dipstick. Talking about you now. :)
Last I heard from people who work where I did last, we still
have every major government client we had when I was there,
and the sales from the product line I created/managed even made
a big comeback and drove most of their corporate revenue last year.
I was told they're now even about to bring back my old position
(eliminated when they laid me off 3 years ago). I thought wow,
you bastards. :) I even wondered for a second if I could go
get my job back again but quickly realized I DON'T WANT IT. :)
So they're still making plenty of money off of my software,
and 3 years after I left still upwards of 60 million people are
being protected every day by that software. I built it to be
highly flexible so as to last for many years, and so far it IS.
That company has changed corporate owners twice since I left,
but I provided a foundation that can be built on for years to come.
The last major client I heard they are trying to sell my software
happened to be the Northern Territory of Australia. But I don't
know if they succeeded or not. :)
He has old age and bitterness to look forward to becuse that's
the way his personality is built and it can't be changed.
He almost certainly doesn't have a nest egg on which to base his
travels and comforts as he segues into senescence - and in a
country like the US, pure capitalism and no welfare at all,
that can lead to a very uncomfortable retirement.
LOL. What an angry, vengeful, clueless douche. :)
So here's some important stuff about me. How well I do materially
has a minimal effect on how happy I am. At times I've lived a
fairly wealthy lifestyle (lately and for over a decade now) and
a dirt-poor lifestyle, and pretty much everything in between.
In the 1980's, for about 5 years I lived in a shack of around 350
square feet. When it rained I had to put out every pot I owned
to catch leaks from the roof. I slept on a thin futon in a space
sort of like a closet. There was no air conditioning, just a fan,
and a wall heater you had to stand by to get warm in the winter.
I didn't own a TV or a car - and rode a bike. I gave blood at
a blood bank to get money for food and worked part-time at a
low wage while going to school full time, studying what I pleased.
Looking back it was one of the happiest 5 years of my life. :)
If I had to do something like that again, I easily could.
I can see myself 80 years old in some ratty trailer in the desert.
Who knows if that will happen but if it did I'd be totally FINE.
And if I was ever not fine, I'd just go out and "meet the coyotes",
happy to let them have me at last. :)
If I'm healthy and have books and music and writing paper and some wilderness areas to play in then I am more than fine. It doesn't matter
if I'm making $100,000 a year or $20,000 a year. I've been that way
all my life. Living in luxury doesn't change me much, except that it
can impact the luxury-level of my travels, which I can take or leave.
Either way, I spend most of my time exploring new ideas, sounds,
knowledge of all kinds, and wilderness areas. That's what I love.
Give me a new book of poems, a new album of tunes, and a cool place
to hike and I'm happy - even if I'm eating beans out of a can.
When you add in that my son has grown into an awesome man, that I'm
debt free, and that all my time is now my own, then shit, this is practically paradise. Naw, it won't end pretty. Never does for anyone.
But it's mostly been great and still is.
You know, I'm so damn lucky I'll bet you a $1000 right now
that I'll just drop dead all of a sudden some day. I won't be one
to suffer for years; I'll just drop dead, like snap. Because that's
just how fucking LUCKY I've always been.
This one goes out to life itself. :)
Lucky
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZ_Ahg52QBA
I 'm lucky for my fingers
Lucky bed to sleep
Lucky thoughts that linger
Lucky as I leap
Sometimes I turn my mind to days
Before we broke in two
Yeah but I'm lucky, so lucky
For the time I spent with you
Now some would call it destiny
Say we don't control our fate
Yeah but me I don't believe that stuff
See I believe you make your own luck
Sometimes. I turn my mind to days
Before we broke in two
But I'm lucky, so lucky
For the time I spent with you
What more could I ask for?
What more could I do?
What more could I ask for?
I owe so much to you
Well I'm lucky I'm still dreaming
Lucky to have cried
Yeah even lucky for the bad luck
Just lucky to have tried
Sometimes I turn my mind to days
Before we broke in two
Yeah but I'm lucky, so lucky
For the times I spent with you
For the times I spent with you
How can a genius superman like Jerome fail where so many substandard intellects have succeeded?
A book won't solve his woes.
I don't have 'woes', other than those every being must face.
And I don't really think of life in terms of success or failure.
That may be my biggest flaw - who knows - but I've been largely
happy for decades now, in and out of what many might judge success
or failure, so if I had to "define it" I'd say I'm a "success".
And I'll be that way until I'm not. Everyone has to die.
The 25-year-old woman I live with - a child of the internet
heavily invested in its memes - enjoys assigning a meme to everyone
around here. The meme she chose for me is "Happy Gary". :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXBqf4Gfuo0
And she nailed it. No, I don't LOOK like that on the outside
it's not in any way obvious by watching me - it never has been -
but that IS what I'm really like inside most of the time. :)
No one here has a clue about that, not after all these years.
I'm like a human being with a "cloaking device". I could tell
anyone a hundred weird secrets about myself and they would forget
all of them within a few days of the telling. "Cloaking device". :)
It honestly wouldn't matter if I wrote the most amazing book on earth.
I guarantee NOTHING would come of it. The cloaking device would see
to it, and I know this. So why should I care? That's just the way
things are.
2 types of writers in the world see? the one's who like writing just for
it;it's own sake (wordsmiths) who can maybe even make a good living from
gotstorytellers...and others who write because they honestly feel they've
something to say ;)
I'm the former. I can't be bothered being the latter even though I
have a lot to say, but I keep that between my ears usually.
and i think old jer's got a whole 'heap' he'd like to say!
You can say that again!
units, for each second of moving through the basic fabrics at 160 miles per second,in three counter clockwise motions. At a time and place of his choosing Jer inserted a "looks kinda... pregnant! (hahaha...)
Yeah. But I may or may not write. I don't have to do anything.
I've been 'pregnant' for 35 years. :)
Every day I'm surrounded by amazing beauty and it's more than enough.
My greatest gift has been to shamelessly squander a million gifts.
Doing so somehow leaves me a delicious freedom. Inside the mind or
out there in the great world, Happy Gary's just lookin' for the
next adventure, until he's not.
Remember old Silvio Manuel - the man behind the scenes? The one who
'is the darkness'? Well, in the darkness he's happy - even dancing.
You'll all forget all of this within just a day or two - if you ever
hear it at all. Guaranteed. So who cares? And who cares if I write
a book or not? Not me. :)
.
The mind and body of a human being, requires 844,000 nonillion computational
Game over he won. Only he can define that variable.anchor.
Time and space are side effects of the underlying information systems.
This world is a computational anchor chain for many other worlds and the anchor is in the zero dimensional realm of thought. Somehow he built an
The Captain's Vision
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ep7FWnbAaCI
### - all bs aside
Oh? Really?
: the only good reason to write at all is if 'you'
honestly think you've got something to say that hasn't already been
said,
or that you feel needs/remains to be said... just pissing and/or moaning
about other authors wont count... i mean, all cults are bad, but more
interesting perhaps is why people need to join them in the first place?
what is it they obviously lack that has them searching for something
more
meaningful in their lives, what do they 'really' want and/or need? that
article on 'awe' was fairly interesting, although i wouldn't just limit
it
to the awe aspects (of nature) alone, but rather the anti-psychotic
nature
of Nature in general, versus the 'psychotic-making' nature of living in
concrete jungles... that there's a sanity & balance directly associated
with nature that humanity has somehow lost and/or is in-process of
losing
altogether the farther we move away from it, seems obvious enough...
plus
really don't think monthly doses of awe-alone would ever be enough to
compensate for humanity's growing insanity en-mass as only the wealthy
could afford it... more obviously, perhaps, is that we need nature IN
our
lives! as part OF our lives on a daily basis! and i don't just mean
getting a pet cat and a window box! so how to accomplish it?
possible titles along those lines:
only Nature makes us sane!
the sincere sanity of Nature
we gots to get us back to the garden rapido-stylie or dammit we just
ain't
gonna survive!
(last one = my personal fav.) :)
You act like you're all into the arts - unless I start speaking metaphorically and then you'll go full LITERAL just to keep arguing.
And if I speak factually then you'll go metaphorical on ME, again,
just to keep arguing. (Thang's right, it's like wrestling a greased
pig in a mud pit and all one gets is slimed every time.)
There's plenty of nature all around me every day where we live
and if I want wilderness - as I often do - I just go get into some.
(We live 20 minutes from the border of a National Monument.)
I've been doing that regularly all my life.
Yeah, it would be best
to build MORE right into all of society, interwoven all through all
of our cities. That's a long-term dream which may fully come to pass
only after we have enhanced AI to work with on it - since apparently
we're too dumb and greedy just to do it on our own.
The incredible inventions of intuitive AI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aR5N2Jl8k14
"It's no accident that the drone body looks just like the pelvis
of a flying squirrel."
"So in order to win, what AlphaGo had to do was develop 'intuition'.
In fact, at some point, AlphaGo's programmer's didn't understand
why AlphaGo was doing what it was doing."
"We captured 4 billion data points... and then we did something crazy.
We took all that data and plugged it into a generative AI that we call 'Dreamcatcher'... This is something that a human could never have
designed. Except that a human did... but it was a human that was
augmented by a generative design AI, a digital nervous system,
and robots that can actually fabricate something like this."
"I think we're going to see a world where we're moving from things that
are fabricated to things that are farmed; where we're moving from things
that are constructed to that which is grown. We're going to move from
being isolated to being connected. And we'll move away from extraction
to embrace aggregation."
"The shape of things to come will be unlike anything we've ever
seen before... because what will be shaping those things is this
new partnership between technology, nature, and humanity."
***
Tell our AI: "humans NEED to live surrounded by NATURE" and then
put it to work on city design. That should be pretty cool.
***
Then utilizing something like the kind of thinking below we may
be able to get out of our terrible climate change problem.
How we can turn the cold of outer space into a renewable resource https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7a5NyUITbyk
"Our atmosphere has what's known as a 'transmission window'.
This window allows some of the heat that goes up as infrared light
to effectively escape, carrying away... heat... This is an effect
known as 'night sky cooling' or radiative cooling."
"Using insights from... nanophotonics or metamaterials research we
realized there might be ways to make this possible during the day..."
"Eventually, we might actually be able to build a cooling system
that requires no electricity input at all."
"We can use the cold darkness of space of every energy-related process
here on earth... Central to this ability is being able to manage the
thermal radiation that's all around us... We as a civilization might
be more able to manage our thermal energy footprint at the very largest scales. As we confront climate change... having this ability in our
toolkit will prove to be essential."
We have to use everything around us, including the SPACE around us
to solve our energy problems.
It probably will require heavy science like this to save our asses.
It's all going to fall on the shoulders of our kids and grandkids
at this point, but I still think they've got a good fighting chance.
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