• Re: headin' up I-15 corridor

    From slider@1:229/2 to All on Wednesday, January 24, 2018 18:50:21
    From: slider@anashram.com

    well i feel much better this morning.
    what a difference a good night of sleep makes.
    son of a bitch, i'm ready for Vegas now!

    ### - ready to go put the bite on vegas now eh? (cool)

    then go get 'em cowboy!

    yeeehar! :D

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  • From shitholio@1:229/2 to All on Wednesday, January 24, 2018 09:03:37
    From: allreadydun@gmail.com

    well i feel much better this morning.
    what a difference a good night of sleep makes.
    son of a bitch, i'm ready for Vegas now!

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  • From shitholio@1:229/2 to All on Wednesday, January 24, 2018 11:51:14
    From: allreadydun@gmail.com

    aha ha i've been there enough times
    to know who is gonna get the bite.
    'and yet' i'm going back again.
    spending my kid's inheritance here boss j/k

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  • From slider@1:229/2 to All on Thursday, January 25, 2018 00:31:38
    From: slider@anashram.com

    aha ha i've been there enough times
    to know who is gonna get the bite.
    'and yet' i'm going back again.
    spending my kid's inheritance here boss j/k

    ### - no worries heh, but if you're going to the cleaners
    i gots a couple of jackets ya can maybe take with ya's? haha :)

    $50 to spend on that big-assed show-machine in the lobby no one
    ever dares play on coz ya'd have to be crazy to do so hah!

    slider is my name
    longshots is my game :D

    (family motto: Never play safe!)

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  • From shitholio@1:229/2 to All on Saturday, January 27, 2018 15:25:44
    From: allreadydun@gmail.com

    well i won some and lost some.
    now i'm home again. saw a
    great show though. Love by the Beatles
    at the Mirage. Best damn Beatles music
    i've ever heard. Worth the money to see
    this. Made the trip to Vegas worthwhile
    this time. Tried out the Highlander and
    it performed well with 24 mph. who could
    ask for more? Where's my winning lottery
    ticket tonight damnit ?

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  • From slider@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, January 28, 2018 15:40:51
    From: slider@anashram.com

    well i won some and lost some.

    ### - that's life alright :)


    now i'm home again. saw a
    great show though. Love by the Beatles
    at the Mirage. Best damn Beatles music
    i've ever heard. Worth the money to see
    this. Made the trip to Vegas worthwhile
    this time.

    ### - what made ya decide to go see a show this time?
    (or ya always take one in but this time it was cool)



    Tried out the Highlander and
    it performed well with 24 mph. who could
    ask for more?

    ### - 25 mph?


    Where's my winning lottery
    ticket tonight damnit ?

    ### - we all love impossible things, but
    miracles take a little longer? :)

    strange/unusual dream this morning, a mix of WILD & false awakening (i think...)

    was thinking of my old cat who was outside wanting in; and was just laying
    in my bed thinking about all this + thinking of getting up to go let the
    fucker in, and was just about to do so when i suddenly realised i was in
    fact dreaming the whole thing and that the cat's been dead for 20+ years?? seemed so like my real bed i was baffled for several moments...

    have had quite a few of these dreams of laying in my real bed and just
    waking up from a dream that then turns out to be a dream, or in another
    bed that's not where i actually am but that then turns into my real bed at
    home as i wake up for real... it's strange to be dreaming of waking up in
    bed after having a dream only to find i was only dreaming of being in bed
    as i then wake up for real in my own bed??

    weird :)

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  • From shitholio@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, January 28, 2018 11:25:10
    From: allreadydun@gmail.com

    ### - what made ya decide to go see a show this time?
    (or ya always take one in but this time it was cool)

    someone bought me a ticket. so i went.
    damn good show.

    ### - we all love impossible things, but
    miracles take a little longer? :)

    it can happen. it happens right when it is suppose to.

    strange/unusual dream this morning, a mix of WILD & false awakening (i think...)

    was thinking of my old cat who was outside wanting in; and was just laying
    in my bed thinking about all this + thinking of getting up to go let the fucker in, and was just about to do so when i suddenly realised i was in
    fact dreaming the whole thing and that the cat's been dead for 20+ years?? seemed so like my real bed i was baffled for several moments...

    have had quite a few of these dreams of laying in my real bed and just
    waking up from a dream that then turns out to be a dream, or in another
    bed that's not where i actually am but that then turns into my real bed at home as i wake up for real... it's strange to be dreaming of waking up in
    bed after having a dream only to find i was only dreaming of being in bed
    as i then wake up for real in my own bed??

    weird :)

    so what if all this was a dream? and then we wake up in
    death and realize that is the lucid dream? eh?

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  • From slider@1:229/2 to All on Sunday, January 28, 2018 20:40:34
    From: slider@anashram.com

    so what if all this was a dream? and then we wake up in
    death and realize that is the lucid dream? eh?

    ### - a lucid dream we were mostly asleep in heh...

    which would then make it an ordinary dream no? an ordinary dream that we
    only sometimes became lucid in (a lucid dream within an ordinary dream?
    damn that's complicated!)

    so here we all are ordinary-dreaming (not realising it's a dream i mean)
    and then at some point we die and wake up in a 'lucid' dream only to
    realise we were only ordinary-dreaming all this shit all along? damn! :)

    sounds about riiiight heh + doesn't get much more fucked-up (in a dream)
    than wallyworld huh

    i dunno maan, could be... i did have that weird dild that time that i
    thought i must have died in for real because i couldn't feel/sense either
    my sleeping body or the midway point (the place between both options) as
    usual, and so figured that i must have died and this this was now some
    strange 'other' reality i was now facing after death (had a mixture of happy/sad feelings to have died but also still being aware + facing some
    wtf new reality... talk about scratching my head for a few moments in a
    dream?? lol...)

    and then of course, i woke up in my bed and realised it was only a dild
    (one of my first so i didn't know what was going on at the time heh + was
    so weird i even mentioned it in the book...)

    so 'maybe' what you suggest might have some truth to it; that one day
    we'll die for real only to then wake up in a 'lucid' dream and realise
    we've just died and now can't go back because the body is no more? (which
    is precisely what i felt/thought in that dild...)

    it certainly was a very strange (and rather disturbing) dream, and because
    IF that's what gonna happen it could be quite freaky? (shit, am dead
    already?? d'oh! now what!?)

    otoh, maybe WILDing is the way out of all this mess eh? that by
    'consciously' being able to lucid dream we might then just develop that
    part of us that persists and thus have more choice about the whole thing
    in some way? (some of the buddhists, for instance, reckon that
    'deliberately' + at the right time entering into a WILD and NOT returning,
    is the proper way to go? curious eh...)

    could it be that the "dream/energy-body" (to use cc's terms) is what
    persists after death IF it's been duly developed in life? or maybe it
    survives anyway in all cases, who knows...

    the buddhists going the way of WILDs rather than dilds maybe suggesting
    that WILDs are the better option, possibly because of the increased sense
    of volition one obtains from WILDing (from deliberately being 'able' to
    send oneself into the dream state rather than accidentally i mean...)

    i guess we'll ALL find out for sure one day huh :)

    from a WILDs pov, dilds are still very creepy really, they're always so
    weird and pretty strange compared to WILDs which seem almost factual by comparison + so stable to a point that ya often reach that same stage of wondering if you're still actually dreaming or not (because it's all so concretely real-seeming it raises one's doubts) and then have to prove it
    to yourself in some way?

    slider goes: up-up & awaaay! as proof of dreaming heh

    ya can't beat flying for providing such proof...

    best reality check i know!

    if ya can fly you're defo dreaming alright hah :D

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=38wIuDAq2yg

    "lying there staring at the ceiling
    waiting for that sleepy feeling..."

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