From: slider@anashram.com

- far from it, smile, couldn't give a shit either way about the things
gay people in showbusiness happen to get into trouble about, anymore
than
i gives a flyin' fuck about what plumbers do when they's on the fiddle?

"on the fiddle"? what the hell is that? sittin' on the can perhaps?
lol

### - car mechanics, electricians, 'plumbers' etc, etc, are notorious for ripping people off no? well in the uk we call that kinda behaviour: 'being
on the fiddle' or the diddle or whatever ya wanna call it lol...

like OJ that time; it's ALL wallyworld bs as far as am personally
concerned... lol ya might as well ask me what fuckin' football team i
support??

well you certainly have a bit to say, lord knows why? bored at home
still?

### - am spending energy trying to 'get-through' to you as to the
uselessness of your question, that asking me summat like that is like
asking me am i interested in how people fiddle/cheat, or what football
team i support...

iow: am operating on a completely different level to that (the level of
the observer rather than that of a participant for example) wherein
although i might mention certain subjects, that doesn't automatically mean
i have some kinda vested interest in them... an observer sees + notices
many things, some more important than others is all ;)

i don't, and never get 'hot-headed' about, well, anything really haha :)

no you just take it out on the keyboard, pounding those keys, ha ha.

### - the problem here is that you assume am just like you, and i ain't
heh...

i would say (for example) that my pov is far more objective & detached
than yours?

i.e., you're obviously seeing/experiencing everything from the pov of
whether you like it/support it or not (subjectively) thus everything's
rather personal with you, to the point you actually 'feel' something about
this particular news story enough to cheer the result... whereas i don't personally give 2-shits about it either way and it means nada to me
personally, thus am not for or against it... so if i comment on it there's
a reason for it that isn't automatically something personal, am seeing it
all in another context altogether... one that eludes you at the moment but which might clear-up by the end of this reply if you listen better :)

my 'surprise' (what raised my eyebrows in amusement haha) being YOU
suddenly jumping up & down like a total loon coz whitey finally scored a
couple of goals? (really laffing) they's been a bit short of scoring any

this issue is not about keeping score or any silly shit like that.

### - oh but yes it is chris! it's precisely that! else you wouldn't have
felt anything at all about it?? so ok i exaggerate re you shouting
goaaaal! that's just me taking the piss haha, but it's also quite
accurate! you were cheering the result! (barkin' haha)

goals recently what with blm on their neck (heh) amidst accusations of
corruption in very high, white places, etc, etc, you were strangely
quiet
about all that huh, even annoyed onetime that blacks had anything to say

i don't represent anyone, black, white, queer, straight, rich, poor,
smart, stupid.

### - you always 'claim' this, but your 'reactions' to certain things
belies such a claim? and in fact reveals your own keen interest in it!

or to even complain about? but when rottenhouse gots let-off for
killing 2

oh someone still has left over feelings about something he could care
less about eh?
ha ha. you're just pissed (like most demos) that the little shit got
off.

### - you see this is a good example of just how wrong (and biased) you
are? coz am not a demo or anything even remotely like it, if forced to
'choose' a side then for sure i'd prolly side with the artists on the
left, but only because that's where all the 'intelligence' (as opposed to violence) is!

iow: am not "pissed" at all... am somewhat dismayed perhaps that humanity
can allow itself to be so fucking blind sometimes, it's own fucked up
beliefs & biases standing in the way of good common sense in this instance
to the point of letting that violent nutjob off... but what you gots to
ask 'yourself' is just 'why' you're so goddamn jubilant about it? (grinz
for accusing me of what you were actually doing)

white people during a black riot (heh @ the irony of that!) and now this
re some cops actually being innocent (like when were cops ever fucking
innocent?? hah!) then you're up there like a shot rattling the bars of
your cage shouting: yay! yay! yay! we scored a goaaaaal!!!! ahaha :)))

jesus what an imagination you got there dreamer boy. you actually waste time keeping some score? so do you just wanna be on the side that is winning?
well do ya punk? sure you do, you want to think of yourself as a
'weiner',

### - no, am not keeping score... from my pov am just walkin' along
chatting away to my friend about different, fairly objective, things...
he's level and calm + seems to be doin' alright, both of us carefully
walking along our own respective tightropes and balancin' just fine, our
eyes on the horizon... and then when the wind blew a bit you
overcompensated, leaned too far to the right and fell off hah! and the
next thing you're swimming around again in all that brown shite below :)))

and what am doing now, basically heh... is encouraging you to quickly get
the fuck back-up outta there and stop fucking about LOL ! :D

and coz if'n i laff any harder am gonna fuckin' fall off myself! :)))

and just seems a bit nutty to get so emotionally 'involved' is all am
saying?

is this where we insert some pot, kettle, black phrases? ha ha, sure pally.

### - my laffing and roaring laughter (at your antics sometimes) doesn't
really count as emotional engagement heh, i likes to laff so i laffs a
lot, you could even call it a kinda shield if ya like coz it has (or can
have) that effect... the old saying of 'just laugh it off' has indeed some basis in reality if/when employed as such... you falling over like that at
the drop of a hat made me laff for example (plosh! straight down in the
brown & smelly, didn't even hesitate lol) where, i guess, it all feels
somehow familiar & warm to you now huh (really laffing) womb-like even?
(ewww)

but rather than scramble back out you wanna drag me down into your fall (include me) and so now accuse me of being a demo (a lefty iow) which, by
that very statement, means/implies that you support the right! even though
you categorically state that you don't ever support anyone or anything! especially when your 'reaction' to rottenhouse AND this news item is sooo

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